I feel like shiat now. 

I wanna talk about it. 

And i can talk about it as much as i want. 

but it is not likely to make the matter better.

Like that means like that. 

Haha i can make this sounds cheem, mysterious and all, 

But i'll just admit that i don't want people to judge my personal thoughts. 

Keeping it that way. 

I'm getting much of these dry moments i realized. 

Maybe i should relax and just take it easy? 

But then again, a breakthrough will be amazing beyond words. 

Should i soar like an eagle? 

But i don't feel like it.. 

omg i'm so contradictory!!! 

I should talk to someone instead of having my little one way conversation with myself here.

small doors, big doors. 

i might pick the damn small doors cos i don't feel like choosing the big one!

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